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被人当傻逼的日子里
2012-05-24
定要一雪前耻
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在这些空白的日子里
2012-04-08
不知道这样脑子里面空空持续了多长时间，我不知道自己在干什么想要什么。就这样，脑子里面什么都没有，如同行尸走肉一般。
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CBR22 or CBR23
2012-04-01
想买这两种车子呢，趁着年轻可以去玩一下，mark，今年内买到。
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MultiCore and MultiCPU
2012-03-29
最近脑袋里面在想这些东西，虽然有很多解决方案了，一般都是添加了一层，一般都是解决一个问题的最快方案就是添加一个中间层，但是问题是性能之类的问题，多半是玩具了，也没见谁要用并行编程的那个API来写MultiCore上的工业级的东西，都是自己来处理。
问题是，在最开始使用TIPC来做MultiCore上的问题，现在也要MultiCPU了，TIPC只能做消息传递，未免不够用了。如果仅仅在一块子卡上运行代码和主板不沾关系，虽然简单，但是怎么都觉得不够，并不能算是接近完美。我看还是得整一套分布式的机制出来来协同MultiCPU来共同工作。看了现在的方案，多半是用微内核之类的东西，不过都已经基于Linux了，当然也可以朝微内核那种模式来做，未免有点得不偿失，不如找个消息传递加调用层的分布式层来做多CPU的协同，不过主板上的CPU时间片需要重新考虑了。
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经验平庸俗气以及其他
2012-03-18
想想以前的光景，总是对别人关于生命的感悟不屑一顾，当然，那是他们的关于生命的感悟，我为什么要去听别人的，我有自己的，想来那种自负傲慢的样子真是可爱又可笑。如前所说，虽然出来时间还不是很长，却觉得过了很久的岁月，很多想法以前觉得转变起来是不可思议的事情，现在看来也是如此的理所当然，人大概都是如此，以前有人跟我说过，都是会变的，觉得不可能的时候后来慢慢成了理所当然的，在当时看来我觉得人该是那样就是那样，怎么可能会被随意捏造，现在看来觉得发笑。那些别人关于生命的感悟真是一个不错的标本和参考，很多时候我们遇到的人生境况不知被别人遇到过多少次，他们的经验他们的感悟，想来自然不会比我们少，看看又当如何。所以，年轻人，还是虚心隐忍的在旁边观看会更好一点。
有一个很有意思的现象是这样的，我很喜欢站在我们经理的背后看他在shell里面操作，我一直觉得我自己的已经很不错，算Geek一枚了，不过看他的操作，又有很多让我惊奇的地方，让我学到很多，所以，人生如果能够被洞穿预见不堪称作人生，只有在不断前行中，星火所及的地方才知那里是如何如何，还有更多更多漆黑的领域无法到达。
很多想法都是凌乱的片段的，以前的时候只会让那些想法如飞鸟一般飞走，现在有时候抓在心里好好想想，以为明白的事情又开始模糊起来，不算真正的明白知道。很多事情慢慢的模糊，有些事情模糊之后又开始清晰起来。前几日，不知道在那里看到说得观点的是关于准备好了与否的标准，不是技能的身体的等等，而是心态的，当你还是一只乌鸦的时候却有一颗凤凰的心，你才是真的准备好了，听来觉得稀松平常，可是做起来却没有几个人做到。人间的事情大概如此，很多稀松平常的事情，听起来容易，做起来却是真的难上加难，做好的几乎没有，少数几个能够做好的人，大概便是成功了的。
前几天发感慨说经验真的很重要，为什么如此一说，我发现在知识上是没有差距的，在身体上我们是有优势的，为什么我们经理是经理而我还是很佩服他呢？对了，经验的问题，遇到很多问题能够有一种直觉该去怎么做，这样的经验性的东西正是所欠缺的，所以别人做事的时候乖乖的仔细的看着，分析他的思路，才明白自己到底哪里不知道，哪里不如。
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自己怎么会变得那么无趣？
2012-03-17
后来细细一想，发现自己什么时候变得那么无趣，空空悲叹，不知从什么时候开始，我已不是我。看看现在自己又是如此的陌生，决计不是当初想要的那样，至于为什么会如此，又不知道，只有空叹气。
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知道，不想写，憋在心里
2012-03-04
短短半年多的时间，还不到一年，感觉突然过去了很久的岁月，一下装了好多好多东西。憋在心里，烂掉。
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Break Up with you
2012-02-06
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occurred yet
And things that they don’t want to take responsibility for
I’m sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect
I’m sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I’m sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I’m sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like every day
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from dad
When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry that your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the Feds came and took me away
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy shouldn't never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage'
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame'
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I’ll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
matriz
A kernel hacker's page about tech
